Well, i'v never even blogged before so i dont know what to do.
so, im just gunna use a blog site as a little notebook for when i wanna write my thoughts down, or do poetry and writing and stuff. So, todays obv. the 7th.... i think? lol. & the last couple of days have sucked for me, cause all boys are stupid and dont know how to treat a girl. i mean.. yeah... im only 14 and theres plenty of guys out there, but... for now, i really want someone who could care for me and not effff me over, which is what has been happening. Iv known this boy, for a long time now...maybe..two years? and, we used to date... for 3 months. he made me the happiest anyone has ever made me in my life, and i really wish i didnt ruin our relationship. we started dating in march, and broke up in late june...we didnt talk for 3 or 4 straight months and when we did it turned into stupid fights about how bad of a girlfriend i was and about how bad of a boyfriend he was, he left me hanging there with tears in my eyes.... theres never been a day that i havnt missed him.
we started talking again like...3 weeks ago, i got really happy about it, then.... idk, i just feel like its all fake.. i honestly dont know what to do at this point, theres alotta guys that want me, but really... all i want is you.
i only want you, forever <3.
